Infinite Clarity With My Creations

Another day on this Spaceship. Everyday I wake up it's another power up . On this little adventure I have agreed to. The musical aspect of my life has improved it greatly. It's like music came into my life and freed me in some unknown way. So it's my great escape in a way. But it's more like my great way to share myself with the spirits. Something about singing and making sounds with instruments. Maybe it's just the Earth's melody coming to join me every time I sing. It's not that I'm that good. But the rhythm is natural and that makes all the difference. Last year music saved me from my great sorrow. This year who knows where it shall take me. I know I'm ready to experience whatever it is. I don't feel so empty anymore. The isolation that has never bothered me, seems to embrace me. Making it not isolation but inspiration at every turn. I keep repeating this, but I have become what I wanted to be. It's so strange how that can happen. I guess I have been this way all along. It's was just the letting go that needed to happen. Letting go of the anger, of the blame, trying to figure and help people out. The moment I realized we are all what we have always wanted to be. I realized all the time I was trying to help change people, it was not helping them. They are that way because they dream to be. My interventions only sicken me. True freedom is embarrassing that. We are here because we asked to come here, we are who we are because we asked to reflect that. So dance to my songs friends. Sing along with my. Like The Family showed me last year, we can heal it all through music and love. So this is what the great joy feels like. I thought it was financial wealth that gave this kind of joy. Wealth is so much more than money, but it really does help. Wealth is the ability to see and create in this reality, while knowing it is all an illusion. We are creating our own lives every moment, all of the time. We decide what we want to see and how to react to it. The reaction is the most important part for me. I always get carried away with the reaction. That is how I ended up in the suffering. Not understanding that my reaction is everything. To react correctly in a situation is the hallmark of every situation you create for yourself. I believe all of the negative and emotionally dangerous people are out of my life. It took that spell almost five months to work but it is solid now. I believe I have protected myself from the filth of the diseased minds of others. Now light can flood in and honesty and warmth. I am this woman. So brave and I cannot stop smiling. Knowing where I feel I am going. Who will be there to meet me. What I will see. How I can write and paint and draw again. How I stepped back into the magic of deliberate creation. How I have closed the door on the things I do not want. I walk in the forest of great pleasure and everything I have ever dreamed of for myself is here. So here is to the Universal vibration this love creates. I have join the choir of joy. It is created through sacred geometry and the deep understanding that creation is everything, and it is all in my own hands. The things I will do today will be brave moves made with love and intention. I am these hands and this mouth and these eyes. They are mine. I am here to use them to the best of my abilities. This voice will heal me. It has healed me. What a strange little adventure I am on. This is the moment I understood my purpose, or accepted it. Either way. I am joyful and the entire thing is more funny than I can explain in just one post... I am Josalisa and this is a fucking RiOt.