inspration

I had a beautiful dream last night about my grandmother, and my family. The dream inspired hope in me, and sort of reminded me that my dreams can come true. And that I should continue to and be creative with my art, and writing. I know with persistence my gifts will lead me to the success I am seeking. The dream was so validating. My time is now and at this point I am just sharping my skills. When I reach out to the right people who are on their way to meet me half way. I will find what I have been looking for all of my life. Every moment of joy, and struggle has just lead me here to this moment in time. And this will lead to my future as a well paid artist. I will not struggle against the tide I will not jump in every ones face with it. I will just create in peace, and with the knowledge that my time is here. And that I am on my way. Thanks grandma. You will forever be my inspiration, and my joy in this world.
As a side note: I saved my white polka dot shoes by painting them blue with green spots. I am now feeling great peace. The universe is truly conspiring in my favor. Peace be with you Machine Heads.

sunday is funday

Coldplay was on SNL last night, and it was so great. They played Viva La Vida, Lost?, and Yellow. Three songs. I didn't know if they would perform Lost? so when they did I freaking lost it. It really was cool Chris Martin also gave a shout out to Barak Obama which just makes him even cooler. Besides that I had a nice Saturday night alone relaxing. This morning was kind of cold, but the sun is here now so that's all over. Right now I'm listening to Coldplay, and trying to make connections on Twitter. I think I'll call, and say what's up to Fanny. Alright. I'm out Machine Heads.

What's Up Machine Heads

What's up I made it through another day, and it feels so good. I'm about start my day, and I know it will be lovely. That's all. I'm out.

I'm going to bed

Goodnight. I just finished watching Brave New World. It was kind of awesome , maybe a little too long. That is all.

Today

So JoJo came over, and we are kicking it. I think he is having a good time. I hope so I enjoy being around him. I just finished watching two episodes of Dirty, Sexy, Money with my mom. It's always fun. I'm going to get ready to make some dinner for us so we don't have to worry about it later. That's about it. JoJo just finished washing the dog. So I'm out. Later machine heads.
Listening to Soul Asylum. And loving it.

good night

I'm watching the Colbert Report, and then going to bed. My teeth are still kind of hurting, but things are getting better pretty fast. I'm looking forward to seeing JoJo tomorrow. Okay he's doing tonight's word so I'm out. Oh yeah I got my computer to speed up so I'm super happy right now. Later machine heads.

teeth

They hurt. I just took some Tylenol it should kick pretty soon. Besides that my night is going cool. I'm about to call it a night. I'm going to watch Seinfeld. So later.

Good Morning

I just got up, and I have a good felling about the day. It's kind of cold. I'm just going to have some hot tea, and a blunt. See ya.

I'm bored.

They say boredom is a lack of creativity. But I don't know I feel somewhat isolated. Which I'm usually into but today. I just fell lonely. I miss JoJo I guess, that's probably the problem. No JoJo, no one to laughs with. Kind of sucks. I've been sleep for hours. I didn't even have any cool dreams. I guess I'll just call someone up, and smoke a blunt. That should kill time. But this is just a lazy Saturday with nothing going on. Whatever I'm tired of this. I'm out.

This day

So things are still looking up. I'm working on a story right now, and it's coming along pretty nice. Today is my brother De'andre's birthday which is kind of a holiday to me. Besides that it's all just moving along. Here's a poem for my bro.

The world spins along and so do we
moving at the speed of sound
being held down by gravity
intense poverty can't hold on
I've been waiting for change for so long
and it's here
so here is to all the tears from the past
and all the love and the laughs
life still carries us on
and now that I look back it never was really all that bad
because of you
the tribe carries on like we do
each one doing are part to spread the knowledge
that comes from the heart
thank life for the chance to dance
this rhythm will go on forever
and so will the love that holds our family together
through the sadness and the madness
the change we waited for
it's always been here
I love you my dear
good luck out there this year
enjoy what comes to you
and whatever you do
know that I'll always be here

The Heroin Monkey's

The heroin monkey's are awake. Pounding on the bathroom door demanding nonsensical things, just like their drug. What a life. Living with Sid Vicious, and Nancy Spungen. The least they could do is make some kick ass punk rock music. But they did make me, which is pretty punk rock now that I think of it.

butt crust

Sometimes I wake up and someone has left but crust on the toilet. And I just can't really grasp, how someone can just let go like that. I mean come on. Washing your ass is like one of life's greatest pleasures. There are so many products that smell good, and smelling good makes you feel good. And you know why not take advantage of it. Since you know the other option is, well just stankassity. I just don't get it. Seeing but crust on the toilet makes me what to vomit. No matter how many times I've seen it, no matter what time of day it is. I want to vomit.

hey

Things seem to be looking up for me. I am moving forward. I just wanted to put the love out into the universe. I feel it, and I appreciate the love. I will have more new, and enjoyable experiences in the the near future. And am enjoying myself now as well. This is boring, but it's true.