Social Phobias & the spelll check option for all.

So everyday I get a littler richer, which is just the manifestation of all the suffering, and faith I've been living with. Now that I have a decent amount of dough I feel a little more comfortable in the public sphere. I also have to admit that my home life has improved some also. I mean my home life basically consist of me in my room watching loads of telly then blogging about it. Or going on short adventures, and then blogging about it. I sometimes find my digital life more comforting. Not really more comforting, but easier to deal with. Probably because the feedback is optional, unlike my home life where the feedback is constant, and unwarranted. I guess it's always getting better...you know the whole show of reality. I can't say that I won't have a panic attack while waiting for my therapist in her overcrowded office, like I did earlier in the week. All I can say is that I'll except it as just being the way I am. The more I except myself no matter what, the more creative I can be. Also I can be more comfortable during my silent,and down time. Which often takes place while in a highly social situation. I guess some people get offended when a girl doesn't want to be considerably social. However these are more than likely the same group of people who enjoy doing most of the activities I find unbearable. So maybe the universe just balances all this stuff out. Introverts over here...extroverts over there...madmen to the back...punk rock for the lot.

Who needs a daily re-cap?

What's more annoying than having a great day alone, and than having to explain why? To me one of the most important things is to have the freedom to spend my time how a want it. It's like if that is challenged in any way. I just get really pissed off. The world is annoying enough without having to explaining your every move. I mean I feel bizarre enough. Who really needs a daily re-cap,anyway?

It would be a lot simpler if everyone just...you know I don't know to make things easier. I just know my personal time is my own. Just because I am a woman I don't need to be protected form myself every minute of the day. Ugh....
too much..