Be Positive

I have to think, and manifest with love, and joy. I'm just really going to focus on that. I Know in joy, and positivity no harm can come to me. I know with patients, and faith all my dreams will come true. The universe is conspiring in my favor as I write these words. I will embrace happiness in the face of any adversity. In fact there is no adversity. There is only life, and love at this moment. With pure intention, and focused thought I will seize this moment. I will reach for the light which is never out of reach. I will remember what I have forgotten. I will travel deep within my self and feel my strength. A fight is never necessary. When one taps into the all knowing. Words are my connection with it all. Yet I know at know time can I truly ever be disconnected. There is much love here. I am swimming in the light which never dims. File this under "Bravery through Love".

I t doesn't matter

It's so simple to abandon the one you love
cause it' s too hard
so I suffer and I know this will go on
when one loves they know not what it is
so I'm turning my back on you too
all of you
I suffer because I love
and know not what it is
I have a shaky hand now when I write
what did I really think was going to happen
that you'd take me away from all this
that you'd know the answers to this puzzle
but you are just a kid
and I'm this woman whose heart hurts too much
they're breaking me
but I can still see the sun
I'm running so fast
and the pain still catches up
I just wanted joy
But I don't know what it is
I wonder how long will I live
and will my words survive
will you get me then

Most sleep as I dream with my eyes open. Drowning from the light on the mahines screen. My thoughts travel in many diffrent directions. I have too many questions to list tonight. Today. I'm always hoping for a change. Now I just want some form of stability. And to aquire the tools I need in order to advance my abilities. Silence covers my tounge. Therefore I must run. Farewell.