Or So I Dream

I woke up angry from a dream, which is always funny to me. The fucking mind it blows mine. Our little human thoughts can put us into such an emotional state and it really is hard to control emotions. I mean I guess it gets easier but I always have to stop and remind myself to control myself. Dreams in which I get angry are a great reminder to watch what I am feeling. But it is dead hilarious to became pissed off because of something that only happened in my imagination. But isn't it all happening in my imagination. If I didn't have the training to recognize them, most things probably wouldn't affect me the way they do. But yeah that is a lesson in control for sure. Today I have a million errands to do and I am already not feeling it. So I'm going to get my mind right and get these few little things done. Since they are all for my benefit. I really don't have much to share today, yet here I am up early writing shit anyway. Okay I guess that is all let me think of a little poem to wrap this madness up nicely.  

Of A Women's Mind

In the labyrinth of my dreams I am queen but not in control

Do I time travel am I out too far

Because my mind gets away from me sometimes

Or so I dream 

I am clear in my imagination

As long as I remember my lessons

You see I want to live up to my full power this lifetime

How much time is that anyway

Just enough I guess

To catch up with my hidden desires 

That are not really hidden

They are jewels and like all treasure must be found

Somewhere deep down I understand all of this

Like solving a huge puzzle I long ago finished 

Life is just child's play but one can get caught up in a minute

The key is real freedom but most never find that

So the suffering is here

We can pick up on a wave of anything

I'm riding the vibration of joy and childlike wonder

It feels good like a soft blanket I'm under

Will I ever not be puzzled by my own thoughts/emotions

Maybe not but the key is to not get carried away

On an ocean of regret and neglect what is really here

I am dancing in the sea of tranquility

Penning a sweet soliloquy to strangers

In hopes that it all will became a most beautiful painting

Of a women's mind

This is Josalisa Live from Planet RiOt.