Monday, June 4, 2012

I Am Source Code



Life's little adventures are so small and happen so fast they seem unimportant. But aren't they? In a moment you can have a life-changing event. I mean one day you can view the world one way and then boom... it gets tuned upside down. And what you were before is no more. Doesn't that make ya smile? I feel such joy right now. My life hasn't changed or anything. I mean I am exactly the same, but it just feel real good. The Moon was full last night and yes I sang to it like a good Witch. But that is not really the point either. It just feel good right now. Like a Spring Morning or some shit. And I know I'm lucky to have figured that part out. Joy is always raining. Like a faithful Robot Companion it's just there all of the time. The calm is very welcomed. It makes me look at everything I've done so far and I really appreciate it. Every little song or photograph. I mean I'm out here fighting the good fight and making a real go at this life as an artist thing. We really are only what we create in this life. Not the interpretation which is often very funny if you ask me. I've been writing a lot of Erotica lately. Not the rub me love me down kind. But the Marquis De Sade let's have fun with a St. Andrew's Cross kind. Because...well...it's the best kind as far as I can tell. When I look back at these things which embarrass me terribly for no good reason at all. I really enjoy them and go out for a good laugh at myself. Because even though I think I'm uptight I really am not at all. I think I hide things but it's all right there in the open. The madness keeps me brave and strong. One can really change the world with creativity. But changing the world is just changing yourself now innit? I'm not changing the world or myself. I'm just living this life. It's not always clear or fun. But today it just is. Plain and simple it just fucking is. I'm still not satisfied that I have not left this city yet. But all in good time. Yes this place is groundhog day for me. But if I look slightly to the left and elevate my head just a bit. I can see the new day is coming. I'll get there soon. As for now, All Is Well. 

I Am Source Code
Inside I am source code
unflawed and weaponless
My number is perfect 
My mind's a secret weapon
All I am is silence
Inside of us all beats the heart of a giant
Life is our forest of wisdom
Like ancient man or divine science
The algorithmic is real
I am source code
I use my mind to heal
I believe in your dreams
Mine are all too real 


This is Josalisa live from Planet RiOt. 

1 comment:

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