To say I was not trying to close a cipher would be untrue. So I will just say cipher complete. I grouped together a few things I felt I had to get done for the sake of my sanity. Like I realized somethings existed and I had to see if they were real so help me. And they are. I've been practicing what I will just call...Space Control. It requires complete isolated and concentration and then things really start to move. To you or for you or with you. Maybe it's with you. Being in alignment maybe means things and the universe move with you. Or maybe you move alongside it. In harmony with the whole...everything of life. It is quite beautiful. Being isolated and still you really see the reality of people. I've always looked at the world through rose colored glasses. I hate to admit that because it sounds like I am naive. I really am just trying to point out that I particularly enjoy seeing the best in people and situations. I believe in people and I have always felt that deep down we all have really good intentions. Naive, I know it. Yeah, so maybe there is a lot of us on the whole manipulation game. Because those few (who are many) have not figured out how to control...well it all and themselves.
So in a way I have found what I was looking for. But I am still kind of checking it out. Just testing the waters of the realm of possibility or reality. How far can you step away from it? How much of it can one control herself? You know that whole thing and the lot. There is a lot to learn and even more to see, or interpret on this trip. I don't what to know it all just what will help me along the way. A step by step booklet to help me keep my game in check. My dreams have been full of symbols I can not as of yet decipher. I don't care, all in due times as far as I am concerned. The point of this piece which is pointless is to say, I am at peace with the hologram. I have much joy and love to share, and as usual all is well in Heaven/Hell.
I feel a great joy and curiosity. Making music has helped to calm me some. An outlet for my most ridiculous thoughts it has been indeed. I really do have a great amount of just funny and strange things floating around in my head. That is why I laugh so much I guess. Life is but a dream and this one is surly for the mad. Okay here is a poem:
In my time of sorrow I have joy
For the world keeps rotating and the sun
Yeah it goes on burning so bright
As I close my eyes I dream of the brightest light
I want to be illuminated by my own heart
May it burn through my chest with love
A beacon in the hearts of one and all
I am just one woman here for the fall
I see it all especially when I close my eyes
We all want to see God but never look inside
To the beauty that glows from within
The real me is in silence I try not to pity
The slick and the desperate
Not this time around
I still wear my broken crown for ceremony
I still sing the old songs for Harmony
I still know the greatest light shines for me
I am the Entity here for eternity
Or until I get bored with this dying rock
That really is just a spaceship
This is Josalisa in a RiOt.
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