Wednesday, November 17, 2010

A Pendulum InThe Darkness

In one sense I am an emotional wreck. You know maybe some people may sense that from outward appearances, or prolonged exposure. What I really sense is a kind of heighten awareness. Like I can see the future, it is here, and bright as fuck. I wonder what it all really means. Am I some kind of modern day soothsayer? Why do I have such heighten sensitivity? I feel like my destiny is calling...really freaking loud. So I'll make the stuff, and say the stuff, and color it all for ya. Because today is a day just like all the others. Only it's different. Better, braver, more unquestioning. I will not deny my inner spirit. Even though I'm not sure what will come for all my work, which the lames never realize is work, or hard at that. To share yourself, to find the words to describe what it is that is going on in your little corner of the universe. To remain steadfast in your creative vision, even if that vision takes decades to sharpen, and tons of books, and typing the average Americans truly isn't prepared for. I'll say it, spray it, and play it for life. May the Hip Hop, and Rock n Roll Gods respectively shine down on me. And bless me with continued bad-assary, and bravery in the face of all that are blind to, or would want to poison me. This is my life's mission, somewhat clear but most of all consistent.

Josalisa, I spread madness of the most blinding type to the universe, through an ethernet cable.

Wish me luck, or at the very least pray for me. This world is too cruel and I find joy in all the darkest places it seems to want to hide. I am a lamp, and I am swinging like a pendulum in the darkness of space.

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